THE CRIMSON CATHARSIS or "The Red Purging" is the revamped title of my Blog. As the name implies, I am changing a focus in my life. Some major changes are occurring in my personal life, and I thought it would do well to reflect that here as well. Keeping the same Blogger address, (thenephilimage) [The was the working title of my novel: THE WATCHER's REQUIEM]; would allow people to continue following my post who care to do so. I am striving to write more. and I am not quiet sure how or in what direction this renewal will manifest itself.
In renewing my Christian Faith I am not quiet sure how returning to it will manifest itself either. I don't see myself becoming a Pastor. At this point even thinking about returning to a church makes me nervous inside. I have begun researching some information for writing a new book. It seems this very investigation is what has spurred me toward my return to Christianity. Paganism's reveal was a fascinating journey with a great deal of answered question. In returning there seems to be a resurgence of enthusiasm, yet many behavioral changes will take time to develop into new habits.
Right now I am feeling a little more than overwhelmed with emotions and new questions about this direction I seem to find myself in. Being a seeker is not always finding the answers you want.